My journey to understand my relationship with money all started with flipping a house (long before that phrase was coined).
I purchased a small house with a cash advance from a credit card (not a good practice, don’t do this. I was very young, foolish and obviously fearless) and quickly learned to glaze windows, lay floor tile, strip old paint off good millwork…you name it, I was a one woman, do it all, fix it up show!
Things took off from there and by the time I was 26, I owned several hundred apartments, a couple office buildings and a strip shopping center. I was living in a custom built home (that I designed and furnished from the ground up) in the Tucson Foothills overlooking the city lights, had high-end cars and clothes, weekends in Vegas once a month!
You can imagine my total surprise when seemingly overnight the national economy tanked in 1985 and all those properties began losing money every month.
The writing was on the wall and there was no way that I could hold on to this lifestyle, but I wasn’t ready to let go and thought if I waited long enough everything would be fine.
But I ended up losing it all; the properties, cars, and my marriage.
Fast forward a decade and I’d used my years and experience gained from working at a high end studio in a furniture store to launch my own design studio, passed the NCIDQ, won a lot of local ASID chapter design awards and a national one too in 2000.
A phone call from a local marketing manager lead me to “accidentally” discover national homebuilders (and the very lucrative model home business), and I soon became the “go to” design studio for most of the builders in Southern Arizona.
The model home contracts quickly built a substantial business and I was able to put my daughter through college, pay for a wedding, buy and remodel (of course) several amazing ranch properties where I happily kept my horses.
Life was sweet.
And then the economy came crashing down again. Each week another one of my model subdivisions closed down, there were no new model contracts to go after, and I became very scared of what was going to happen to my business and staff of 12.
I’d lay in bed and ask myself, “why had I worked so hard and do so well to eventually just have it all come crashing down?”
It was then I decided to not let this crash take me down like the last time. I needed to take action, but wasn’t sure what to do first.
I started reading, researching, asking questions, finding gurus to teach me about money and what I learned was my inherited money beliefs were running my financial life.
I had enough… I examined and let go of old beliefs that were no longer serving me. Beliefs I had gained when I was a child and were ultimately holding me back from a life filled with abundance, ease and prosperity that I deserved.
I applied the universal laws of manifestation, paying attention to my mindset and keeping it consistently positive, as well as asking for what I wanted and expecting it to show up.
And voila, my life quickly started changing in very positive ways.
I started trusting that there is a plenty of everything waiting for me, happily celebrating when it appears, sharing it generously with my employees, my family, and with people who helped me and others who need help.
I navigated through the recession without losing my money, property and business, and create Design Biz Blueprint in the process!
The stress, scarcity and suffering I was creating because of my negative relationship with money is gone and is now replaced with prosperity, abundance and joy.